threw my contact lens out of da window!!! hahahaahaha

craving for magnum...... magnum... vanillaaaa!!

plsssssssssss

oh my gooondesssss work!

it shld work now!

Went to read romans after watching Pastor Josh Kelsey's Sermon on Romans. It's so powerful!


 Romans 8:37-40 (New King James Version)

 It's funny I never reaslised it but my Dad really carried some weight in the things he said. Come to think of it most of my thoughts about certain things come from him. Unconcsciously although I get irritated by his repetition of a same topic or his nagging,  it actually sinks in!

I realised this today when I was writing down the answers in tutorial (I went to school yo!) yea and then I started writting my words bigger. Which felt a little like Yee Siong's hand writing but I started to write it bigger because my Dad told me a few days ago that I have to write bigger because a person who is "da fang" writes bigger whereas a "xiao qi" person will write small (Like I did). I laughed it off and said it was superstious. But Viola my actions were different! LOL..

Anyway I think I choose quite an amazing speacialization in Service. And bad service is starting to really get into me as I just be the normal consumer I am. I seriously don't mind paying for service! Its the experience :)

Well, Things been going great for me, though with a sudden escalation in PO but its good it good.

There are 2 phrases which always pops up whenever I'm walking/just woke up from a nap/in school/waiting for the bus.

"God doesn't have favourites but intimates"
"Master Mission Mate"

This is a good post man! muahaha! O yea Pastor Lia's birthday was amazing! I'm so glad we are still able to give gifts to her personally! :) and we have a new CG mate in D3! His Initials are J.Z

 I HAVE WON! I HAVE WON! I HAVE WON!


3 Words to change ur life! 

I have won!
I fear You!
I love You!
You are King!
You are Lord!
Nothing too great!

Alright! I'll remember to do my workplan! today's a monday yo!

Last weekend was phenomena! (Both the WT and the word) It was just wonderful to experience God, to grow, and to go through testings. I suddenly felt that the devil was out of tricks. It seemed that every single time we fall, it is by the same thing, so all we have to do is to recognize it and make a stand against it. New ways, new traps could be set but I doubt I'll fall for them! :)

God is a Yes God! I can't help but say it is so true. It's just fitted so well with what I am experiencing, Evonne prayed for me to have faith in God during CG and it sparked off inside of me. I did feel God at that moment, but there wasn't any obvious sudden increase in faith.  After the CG, it seemed like nothing changed and I was stonning, mind pre-occupied. 

But hallelujah! Pastor's Sermon spoke so well to me. It brought me back. Back to the place of faith, and trusting in God once again. SImply trusting God. He's a YES God!!! :) 

Powerhouse is coming up! My Mom is away! And I might be going japan.. ;|

I was just eating my last dish on my guo tiao mix fried bee teh mak, the wonderful sunside up/ HE BAO DAN! 

THEN IT SLIPPED out of my chopsticks
almost though it was going down on my dirty pants. but it didn,t! landed right smack back in the packet.

Then i realise, during that short 1 sec when the egg slipper, I moved my mouth forwards to try to bite the egg. Then.. Hmmmm why did I do that?

Was it to bite the egg and taste the last of it before it DIES?
or was it to save the egg with my mouth, the nearest thing.
or pure reflex? hahaha

I can't change my mom, I can't change my dad. I can't change their attitudes, I can't change their views. I can't get them to love God right away.
I can't get them to see things through the same perspective about life.






So I'll change myself

OH man! It's been so long since I've blogged! Now I shall tell the world that Jun Wen lives! :) joking!

THe last post was by SIONG! so it wasn't me who blogged , I took all the glory.

hahahah well yes! Holidays are here! Went to Shanghai, came back, Joining Photog ministry, everything is like going in place!

But I'm not going to just go in there without fighting! Cause I realize sometimes I only know I lost a battle after I lost the battle! It's like huh? oh sian! I didn't do what I was suppose to do! Or WHY DID I DO IT!? So yes the most powerful thing is a pre-made decision! Must burn burn burn that every single thing, from the small to the big, gotta keep reminding myself to do my best, fight the little battles, and win the war!

Was having my pimples pressed in facial today and I was really amazed by the power of my brain! Many many many things can happen inside! It really is a powerful weapon, things that one can imagine in limitless, whether for good or for bad, and once an image is formed in the mind, it is birthed. It can transform into reality.

With great power comes great responsibility, maybe the fact that we have this powerful mind inside of us, a great responsibility has been placed on our shoulders by God. Gotta control it well man.

CMA is a killer!
Flexible budgeting, ABC Costing, POR, Relevant Costing, Contribution Margin, Operating Leverage, Break Evem and around 7481297034 more terms and formulas!

It is a disaster and it is killing all my brain cells!

But I know I will do wel for it man!

Studying for 6hours straight with songs break and macs inbetween, it was indeed helpful.

Well, CMA is going to be over in 6hours time! Oh yes, that is what I am waiting for! and I left with one last paper and thats it! HAHAHA!

Ok, I need to go and fight monster Z before it eats me up!

BYE! :)

Wow I've swam like 3 times in a row from wed to friday! wohooo!

Swimming alone ain't so bad cause u can't talk to anyone when your swimming anyway! and swim bathe leave study! good chance to just release all the stress. :)

And oh man I love eating after a swim, just sitting on the seat and having the pool as your eyes cream. Then chew on your CAI PENG! kang kong and koo look yong.. wa nice. It was the motivation that kept me swimming. HAHA

But it was kinda cool cause God taught me how to swim freestyle. I was really bad at it and kep practising on thursday then I heard God saying open your eyes, then i open my eyes and things got better. then He said steady strokes, pull back and just keep going. Slow and steady. It was just amazing! Then things just got alot better.

God is God, He knows how to swim too..
Zai!

I wrote my goals for 2009 down. It's going to work.

Haha I cycled there and took a look. standing out side the building which belongs to a company called DRX I think. If the address I found was correct..

Thoughts are flying everywhere..
Like why did God chose such a place?
How amazing that the first few youths experienced God here.
The hideout for many other people.
The FTMS/ Singpost to the youths then.
Just couldn't seem to suck in everything as I looked and a friendly security guard talked to me.
I left the place.

Began a tiring journey home. With a valuable image in my mind.

Funny I like taking pictures but this time I didn't even feel like snapping a shot with my handphone (Which yields a 3.2MP OK! ok ok only lah)
This experience was personal!

:)

Hello! I'm back in CNY! hahah

It's going to be a fast CNY and hong baos!
Really seems wierd without church service but everything's going back to normal soon! So change your mindset and get back on track yo!

oh yea! tayjunwen.multiply.com is up! hahah  Only the outing pics are up.

But this picture site is going to live!

:)

CMA Examination is like tmr!

Funny I feel quite relaxed after today's EBA which was like quite manageable. I hope tmr's paper will be the same!

I bought This Present Darkness by Frank E Perretti! First few pages sound really exciting. It's cool to be reading about something spiritual in a novel!

Anyway! It's 4 more weeks to the end of the year.

and I ask myself!

Have I given my best?

hmmm..

best |best| superlative of good .
adjective
of the most excellent, effective, or desirable type or quality

Repeat this with me!

superlative of GOOD
of the most excellent, EFFECTIVE, or desirable type or quality

Our best is still determined by our own thoughts!

HELLO PEOPLE who read this blog to findout more about me! HAHA

I"ve got to introduce to the whole world something evil!

TADA!

this is the most comfortable bed ever. enough to swallow me in and super shiok bolster to hug. and it's located in my room.
So yes! It's evill! oh yea the blanket is super super comfy too best during rainy days. :)

Well, School's started and its back to being a student! Like Finally! I cycled to Seletar on Monday and cycled home. It was a journey very unforgettable, definitely better than a private jet flight! Cause it was COOL! It was a journey with God on my bike!


Ok i just decided to take some time off my so called busy-ness. And just blog about things. Many thoughts  and stuff. I was listening to Pastor Tan from CHC and his sermon today really spoke to my heart. It was about changing is neccessary. It just intertwined to my situation now because4 even Soo Yee has prayed for me to have the hunger to change. It seems like I no longer feel like improving myself in terms of character and  the way I live. There was no pushing force anymore, the fuel has run dry. I could not rely on hype, outside forces to improve myself as a person.

This time, it is from the inside. It's gotta come from the inside of me.

I felt so inspried, and not just inspried, convicted. Because right now, a breakthough is going to becoming for me I can feel it and Lynette also prophesied. So many people prayed for me Soo Yee, Lynette, and even Pastor Lia during altar call. I mean I can't take it from granted and if I look at the bigger picture, It seems like I really have to breakthough now. Now. NOW! Prayers from my leaders have showered upon my life and it is securing something inside of me and pushing it. I cannot let their prayers and those precious moments with God go to waste like it has happened before.

In the sermon, Pst Tan was preaching at the beginning of 2008 and inspriing the congregation to live a better life, a life of constant change and "Re-Pentence"  A higher level of thinking and a renewal of mind. Then I just felt God telling me to treausre the remaining 2008. It is coming to an end soon and I haven't done much in the whole year. It was filled with ups and down but it is not going to be like this. I'm ubnsatisfied with my year so far and I am going to change. the 3 months ahead is the highlight of my 2008.

The holiday/s and attachemnt period is finally coming to an end. haven't been blogging... but life has been great, and it's going to get better... Now I'm just exhausted from the chalet and some other stuff.. There seems to be never ending things to do, but there are many people with more things as compared to me and they don't seem to be dying. So how..................... howwwwwwww............... cheong ahhhhh, I must get something done.!

piano piano piano... oh my dear piano..